In this conversation, Clay talks about his gold medal performance, how his unique upbringing brought faith into his life, and how he has balanced his career expectations with a healthy perspective of how God sees him:
Chad Bonham: When did you first realize that the Olympic dream was something that might be attainable?
Bryan Clay: I
didn’t really know that I could be an Olympian until I qualified for the
Olympics. You always set goals but for me it wasn’t much different than a kid
saying, “I want to be in the NFL.” It was just a dream. You don’t actually
expect it to happen. I would say that I wanted to be an Olympian, but it was
just a means to remain popular and cool. So even when I was competing at the
U.S. championships in 2001, I finished in third place but there were a couple
guys that were missing that could score higher than what I scored. Then I went
back the next year and finished second. I scored a little higher but I felt
like maybe I just gotten lucky again. The thought of making the Olympics still
didn’t make sense to me. Then in 2003, I scored a little bit higher but then I
got injured. So I thought everything would have to go just right for me to make
the Olympic team. Then in 2004, we knew there was the possibility I could make
the team, but it wasn’t a reality until I stepped onto the track for the first
event of the year—which was the U.S. Championships—and I ended up winning the
trials. That’s when it was like, “Oh, I guess I can do this Olympics thing.”
Bonham: How has your faith played a role in this Olympic journey?
Clay: When I was a kid, my mom left. She became a Christian while she was gone and came back. That’s sort of the shortened version. When she came back, she started making us go to church. I said the prayer numerous times in junior high and high school to ask Christ into my heart. Every time I went to church I’d say the prayer again because I didn’t understand how God could be okay with the type of person that I was. I wasn’t a good kid. So when I got to college, I got into trouble and continued to make bad decisions. My faith was through my parents, through my mom. It wasn’t my own faith. I wasn’t convicted by it. I didn’t make decisions based on my faith. My beliefs in things like politics and what was right and wrong didn’t match up with what my (Christian) faith would dictate. It was just what I thought was okay.
Bonham: How has your faith played a role in this Olympic journey?
Clay: When I was a kid, my mom left. She became a Christian while she was gone and came back. That’s sort of the shortened version. When she came back, she started making us go to church. I said the prayer numerous times in junior high and high school to ask Christ into my heart. Every time I went to church I’d say the prayer again because I didn’t understand how God could be okay with the type of person that I was. I wasn’t a good kid. So when I got to college, I got into trouble and continued to make bad decisions. My faith was through my parents, through my mom. It wasn’t my own faith. I wasn’t convicted by it. I didn’t make decisions based on my faith. My beliefs in things like politics and what was right and wrong didn’t match up with what my (Christian) faith would dictate. It was just what I thought was okay.
So it was during my junior year that I hit
rock bottom and I had some soul searching to do. I was at a crossroads and had
to decide if I wanted to maintain this lifestyle I was living. When I looked
down that path I was headed down, God gave me a clear vision of where it was
leading and I didn’t want to have anything to do with it, so I turned the
opposite direction and ran the opposite way and I’ve been running that way ever
since and things have been great. My faith is my foundation. It’s where I draw
my strength. Without my faith, I think it would be very easy for me to have a family
that’s in disarray, to have my priorities out of order, to make decisions that
could derail my path to success. But because I have this foundation of faith, I
like to believe that it’s my compass. It keeps me on the path that I want to be
on. It keeps my family one of my priorities and it allows me to have balance in
my life. It allows me to make good decisions that will bear good results.
Without my faith, I think that I’d be lost and I don’t think that I’d be as successful as I am today. Through my faith and through track, I’ve learned so many life lessons and learned so much about myself. My journey has been unbelievably fulfilling and now I get to take those lessons that I’ve learned and I get to talk to corporations and Boys and Girls Clubs and churches and teams and my kids. I get to share those things all over the world and with all different walks of life in the hopes that I might inspire them to be the best that they can be and so they can have true success in whatever it is they’re doing.
Bonham: Throughout your career, how have you managed your own expectations and the world’s expectations versus the reality that your identity isn’t wrapped up in the results?
Clay: There’s this whole question of, “Does God really care if you win?” There are people starving in Africa. Do you really think he cares if you win a gold medal? I’ve seen five people praying before a race and I might think, “Just let me be Your favorite today.” That’s not necessarily what God is concerned about. Does God care if you win a game or a race or a gold medal? I’m going to venture out and say, no, probably not. But what He does care about are the lessons you’ve learned along the way through the win or the loss. Whether you win or lose, I think God’s number one goal for you is that you bring glory back to Him. If that means you have to lose for God to get the glory, then that’s what’s going to happen. If you have to win for God to get the glory, then that’s what’s going to happen. But that’s what God is concerned with. He’s concerned with the journey, with the lessons and the process of refining.
Bonham: How do you hope that your athletic success impacts others?
Without my faith, I think that I’d be lost and I don’t think that I’d be as successful as I am today. Through my faith and through track, I’ve learned so many life lessons and learned so much about myself. My journey has been unbelievably fulfilling and now I get to take those lessons that I’ve learned and I get to talk to corporations and Boys and Girls Clubs and churches and teams and my kids. I get to share those things all over the world and with all different walks of life in the hopes that I might inspire them to be the best that they can be and so they can have true success in whatever it is they’re doing.
Bonham: Throughout your career, how have you managed your own expectations and the world’s expectations versus the reality that your identity isn’t wrapped up in the results?
Clay: There’s this whole question of, “Does God really care if you win?” There are people starving in Africa. Do you really think he cares if you win a gold medal? I’ve seen five people praying before a race and I might think, “Just let me be Your favorite today.” That’s not necessarily what God is concerned about. Does God care if you win a game or a race or a gold medal? I’m going to venture out and say, no, probably not. But what He does care about are the lessons you’ve learned along the way through the win or the loss. Whether you win or lose, I think God’s number one goal for you is that you bring glory back to Him. If that means you have to lose for God to get the glory, then that’s what’s going to happen. If you have to win for God to get the glory, then that’s what’s going to happen. But that’s what God is concerned with. He’s concerned with the journey, with the lessons and the process of refining.
Bonham: How do you hope that your athletic success impacts others?
Clay: I just
want His will to be done in my life. My ultimate desire is for God to be
glorified. I want people to see God’s faithfulness in my life and hopefully
they’ll be inspired. That’s what I’m trying to do with my book. I’m not trying
to beat anyone over the head with Bible and tell them that they’re going to hell if they don’t accept Christ. My goal is to tell my story and hopefully
people will see God’s faithfulness through that and not be able to deny that
there’s a God. Ultimately I believe that what my medals are for. I like to call
them my stones of remembrance. When I go around and show people my medals,
people say, “How did you that? How did you manage a family and your foundation
and the media and training six or seven hours a day? How did you manage that and
still be successful? How was your wife okay with you being gone for weeks at a
time and she’s still happy and your kids are happy? How did you travel over a
hundred thousand miles a year? How did you do it?” That presents the opportunity
for me to talk about God’s faithfulness in my life. I think that’s what God is
concerned about when it comes to sports and what we’re trying to do as
athletes.
Check out Chad
Bonham’s book Glory of the Games featuring Olympic athletes such as Shannon
Miller, Dave Johnson, Josh Davis, Tamika Catchings, Ruth Riley, Michael Chang,
and Tobin Heath.
Photos courtesy
of US Olympic Team/NBC Sports.
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